Let me do a quick check on myself,
-LoveI believe all the above i dun have the chance to have it. But the following list i'm sure is not gonna run from me.
All this is not a guy need and is not every human need but i get it for free and it is since the day of my birth.
Why do i say so?
1. Outside my house people first impression is 'You look like a bad boy'
2. Always eat bread just like a poor guy.
3. Skinny like hell and hard to be recognize if stand together with bamboo.
4. Up till now never get a real and happy relationship with a girl. More direct description is never have a girl willing to couple with me.
Sometimes i really feel sad when i saw lot of my frens and juniors is in a relationship and yet there are look great to have at least one people except parents to care of them. I am now freaking out to be alone but for me is just v ery hard to get a girl to love me. Why this kind of thing happened to me. I am push myself to the limit for all thing sometime but the god is just like to pulling me back. Seriously i have a question, what is the feel when you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? I believe for my life is not that easy to have one but i just want to know how it feel. Sometimes i really feel myself weak and useless which put lot of effort to get something but end up zero compare with other guy it seems ridiculous for my effort. I am really tired for everything and sick of my life dictionary. God damn it!!!!!